Recess of Mind

- Enchanted World

Have you ever been in love? The kind which makes you want to live again and again. Just to keep someone strong and going. Not the ones which you want to die for.

She is one such love for me. A love that never failed. I have loathed her, cursed her, and rebelled against her. Yet always found my way back home. A warm home filled with best love. And I beg forgiveness from her, for all my so very wrong thoughts. She has given me her all.

The faith of mind

The resilience of heart

The power of tears

The strength of love

She is going through a tough time now. Makes me want to hug and kiss her. Make her forget all her worries. Embrace the tension in her mind and relieve her of it. Pinch out and throw the pain out of her heart. Release her distress in our love. Show her that her faith and efforts would never go ravage.

What can I do

That will make you good

I feel your pain

In depths of me.

I lie sleepless at nights. Awake and silent. The world snores around me. I see the night glow of a moon lit street that is walking its merry way, all from my low lying glassy curtain walls. Miles away I know, she will also be awake, thinking the same thoughts, paining the same pains.

I want you near me now

I can hug you and kiss you

And make you laugh

And whoosh your tears away

Our life had always been subnormal. Sometimes low and sometimes lower. Still we had tided over with more and less efforts. Never subdued. After all, life cannot be a standstill, how much ever worse, the going gets.

Wish I could will your woes away

Isn’t that will what is called Above

Or does it work only for connections

Not the one beloved to you

Life is a circus with a big banner. Never to leave you in peace. One step uphill and you tumble three feet below. Lower than where you had been. I don’t ask for the sun and the stars. All I want is a non-eventful life with peace. The normal kind. Which is given for granted to all around.

All our life, we strove to be good

Even with all our handicaps

Yet life defeats us, in all valor

Tensing your veins, like octopus on wounding grind

I wonder why this keeps happening to you. You have done no harm to others. You were the kind one around with arms open in warm hugs and a sincere heart. You gave your best to me and one around. Selfless and forgiving. Yet I see you suffer most, among one and all of us.

I promise you dear, my life and my best love

Never to fail you, even once

And together we shall move on

To make this life more bearable and maybe happy.

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